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Friday, 09 October 2009

  • i never want to be the woman who loses herself to her children.

    children are great, but i don't know if i could ever be unselfish and forget all about ME ME ME. perhaps i will not act accordingly and lose myself when i do get my own kids... but for now, in this moment, i don't see how that's possible.

    kudos to all the mothers in the world.

    i noticed that once women immerse themselves into their children, the other spouse will get an itch for wanting something new... something more tempting and juicy compared to the woman who doesn't keep up with herself since she's so focused on her kids.

    kuodos to all the mothers in the world.

Monday, 06 July 2009

  • it's been a little over a year since i graduated... i miss my college days :(

    sometimes, i even miss the studying. *gasp*

    i hate this recurrence of work and how it repeats automatically every month.

    do i want to be in a different career field? yes.
    is it the right time? no.
    so the only option available = the one where i don't change anything at all? yes.

    this is all so depressing.
    i'm only 23, but i think like i'm over 30

    i know i can do some wicked things. heck, i am young. but there's doubt that's holding me back.
    that is my biggest downfall.

    on a side note: i write in xanga when i'm feeling depressed and i write in blogger when i'm angry/frustrated/motivated.

    WEIRD

Sunday, 28 December 2008

  • i can't sleep. i know i have loads of work waiting for me tomorrow. maybe that's why?

    after reading alfonso's entry on exes, i got to pondering...

    once a relationship ends, do you never correspond with that person again?

    side note: alfonso, your girl's ex is a little psycho. that boy needs to wake up and stick his ass somewhere else. does he have no sense of pride? the girl has plainly rejected him and yet he still prawls near. weirdo!

    it's been about 3 years since i've been in a relationship. i don't really mind. sometimes. but then there are times when you're lonely as hell and think about what if ... and ... ?

    sigh

    anyhoo, what i don't like is when you get drunk calls at 3 in the morning from your exes. that's what your current gf is for! shoooot.
  • back in the day, i made a gmail account. it was only to send myself school-related documents.

    i recently stumbled upon it and started reading some of my old essays...

    "The painful process of acquiring legs is Andersen’s indirect way of explaining how one becomes a man: one must physically endure the pain that comes with walking about aroused yet not actually satisfying one’s desires. Although it is known through his detailed diaries that Andersen frequently masturbated, it can be assumed that he never quite reached the level that he wanted to fulfill in his life. With the little mermaid going through this experience, she can understand the frustration Andersen felt in having the same features as all the men in society, but not being able to experience at first hand what it actually felt to be a human man."

    writing this essay ruined the little mermaid for me.
    i can never read or look at it in the same way :(

Monday, 24 November 2008

  • now that xanga is pretty much dead, i feel more comfortable typing whatever i feel like.

    nobody to say, "stop updating so much!" thank god! kakaka

    as i'm about to go to sleep,
    • i want rudy's bbq
    • i want to go try that crepe place in austin
    • i want taqueria
    • i want 옛날에 아파트에서 만든 김치찌개 and 볶은 밥
    • i want a super juicy cheeseburger i got this today keke
    thinking back to korea,
    • i wanted 닭고기탕
    • i wanted 붕어빵
    • i wanted 짱뽕 & 짜짱면
    • but most of all, i really really wanted 골목길에 파는 떡볶이!
    *sigh*

    i guess there's always next time :/

    i guess i satisfied myself of mostly everything... especially since i went to korea again just this past april.
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